Monday, March 24, 2014

Pain, relatively speaking

 
Getting to know you banter.
Responding to my simple question about her favorite color,
she said “I like purple that is so deep, so dark that it is painful.”
The specifics of that particular answer struck a chord so deep in me
my entire body quivered in response.
 
 
A color seen as pain.
A self-professed non-writer, clearly a poet.
A woman who provokes so much in me
Reminiscent….and yet entirely different.
 
I take a faltering step backward to assess
the apprehension bubbling behind my attraction,
the flashbacks flickering between my cornflower blue eyes and her burnt umber brown,
and the hesitation in my step toward her.
The connection was made.
 
Purple that is so deep, so dark that it is painful;
Love that is so deep, so intense that it is painful.
Having survived the latter, the former threw me backward in time.
 
Instead, I ponder an another option;
A purple that is so deep, so intense it is magnificent.
A love that is so deep, so mysterious it is magnificent.
So close…and yet so gloriously far.
 
..I begin to paint my bedroom purple,
a purple that is so deep, so intense it is magnificent
so that I may experience
a love is so deep, so mysterious it is magnificent.
a love without pain.
 
… a new color in my already colorful world.
 
~ Mk Michaels