Friday, February 10, 2017

The Middle Ground

 
Blue leather bound notebooks,
filled with sound bite starts
of poetry, prose,
and the occasional grocery list,
litter my bed.
 
In the dark of night,
paper crinkles
beneath me
as I turn over,
adjust my pillow,
find a cool spot,
and drift off to sleep
yet again.
 
The center of my bed
used to be reserved
for couple-cuddling,
fucking,
and the wall of pillows
I’d build when my latest
relationship fell apart
so the bed
wouldn’t seem so empty.
I never ventured there solo,
until now.
 
Now I occupy the whole bed
without apology,
taking possession of it
smack dab in the middle.
Stretched out, spread eagle
I sleep well these days.
Really well.
 
Curled up with my books
and my dog,
I am as safe as ever.
No need for someone to watch the cave door
for I am my own protector.
 
~ Mk Michaels