Monday, March 24, 2014

Pain, relatively speaking

 
Getting to know you banter.
Responding to my simple question about her favorite color,
she said “I like purple that is so deep, so dark that it is painful.”
The specifics of that particular answer struck a chord so deep in me
my entire body quivered in response.
 
 
A color seen as pain.
A self-professed non-writer, clearly a poet.
A woman who provokes so much in me
Reminiscent….and yet entirely different.
 
I take a faltering step backward to assess
the apprehension bubbling behind my attraction,
the flashbacks flickering between my cornflower blue eyes and her burnt umber brown,
and the hesitation in my step toward her.
The connection was made.
 
Purple that is so deep, so dark that it is painful;
Love that is so deep, so intense that it is painful.
Having survived the latter, the former threw me backward in time.
 
Instead, I ponder an another option;
A purple that is so deep, so intense it is magnificent.
A love that is so deep, so mysterious it is magnificent.
So close…and yet so gloriously far.
 
..I begin to paint my bedroom purple,
a purple that is so deep, so intense it is magnificent
so that I may experience
a love is so deep, so mysterious it is magnificent.
a love without pain.
 
… a new color in my already colorful world.
 
~ Mk Michaels

The difference

The difference between now and then is timeless.
The difference between this time and that time is entirety.
The difference between me today and me in my youth is peace.
The difference between you and her is everything.
The difference between succeeding and failing is you (and me.)

This begs the question ~  why I am making comparisons at all?
The differences simply are…
So patiently accept them. 
~ Mk Michaels

Saturday, March 15, 2014

This time

This time
we’ll do it right
with complete patience,
careful intent and
the slow and steady pull of
the moon’s gravity
and deliberate progress of
the ocean’s tide.

We’ll dot our i’s,
cross our hearts and
hope to die in one another’s arms. 

For you see,
my dear, deep love,
you and I are worth patience
And this time,
we’ll both do it right.
 
- Mk Michaels